tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-387194002011-04-22T02:35:20.808+08:00it's either you read the bloody or you just fuck off.bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.comBlogger2181100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-7907953979670791932008-02-22T00:35:00.002+08:002008-02-22T00:42:51.441+08:00

thanks for listening to all my heart pours.i'm glad that i have been using this space for the past 1 year and 1 month.though i have no supports or constant viewer of this blog.but i'm glad that i'm able to relieve some load of mine here.the period of time i spent over here, seriously went up and to the bottomless pit.yea, not much words i could say over here.but i wanna thank you, baby.it's time

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-27104952762830676892008-02-21T22:33:00.004+08:002008-02-21T22:59:56.831+08:00

no, i don't feel good at all.i feel like crying my heart out.i feel that i'm left with nobody.yes, not even a single soul.people turn their back against you.living in "none-of-my-business" world.they don't really bother about how people feels or think.they don't know that they hurt someone.yes, everybody will leave one day.that's the true fact.like how people leave you and that's it.end of

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-34820416041249837332008-02-21T14:21:00.002+08:002008-02-21T14:28:52.560+08:00

okay, have being feeling rather cold.i'm practically feeling cold when there's any breeze while others feel alright and cooling.no, i don't feel that it's cooling.it's cold.sleepless night every night.especially these few.guess i'm over excited for my baby's arrival.kept dreaming about it and posting the photos produced at the forum.yes, i admit i'm really excited about it.but i don't know why

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-87206926160737306432008-02-21T00:14:00.002+08:002008-02-21T00:22:05.662+08:00

durian durian!had that just now.though didn't had alot, but still, i'm satisfied.had a great dinner just now with both of my sister.anyway, i miss my mummy.though i don't talk to her alot and always talk back,but, i still love you, mum.doing a little of my NAFA project now.before i really wayyyyy back from the schedule.yes! i need to sketch.for those who knows me super well, you know i can't

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-27837112049815791582008-02-20T13:48:00.002+08:002008-02-20T13:54:53.712+08:00

have being having sleepless night for the past few weeks.i could not sleep for long like how i used to.what's happening to me?in the middle of the night, i would just sit up all of the sudden and thinking why can't i sleep well.this is really terrible and torturing.and i would wake up in the early hours thinking it's already time to wake up.check the clock, it's only 6+ in the morning.the sun

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-7232220765270762142008-02-19T23:13:00.002+08:002008-02-19T23:23:21.576+08:00

burrppppppppppppp~yummily fullllll-ed!burrrpppppppppppp~yup, JUST had my dinner.how nice. was like starving since i was in nafa class?carried my packed dinner but couldn't eat while travelling home was such a torture.anyway, i was late for class today.NAFA project due in 5 weeks time.and i haven't really do anything.baby, quickly come.so i could do my project with your help!i really have no mood

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-68871958714241615112008-02-19T12:18:00.002+08:002008-02-19T12:30:41.808+08:00

well, thought back of some memories of the love one.yes, she's the one that i treasure and would go great length for.perhaps, it's about 2 years back.there's always this idiot pastering the good girl to go some insanely far place for lunch.that's Popeyes @ Changi Airport.of course, we both enjoyed the food served.despite the long journey, we have never really complain much.chats and laughters

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-22821965144112951152008-02-18T14:38:00.003+08:002008-12-10T22:02:08.205+08:00

YES! IT'S A FINALLY!i've bought my holga online yesterday.after much consideration, i bought the white baby.yea, it's really pretty nice and special.i'm seriously so in love with it.no, I SERIOUSLY CAN'T wait for my baby's arrival.yes, i'm gonna make love with it tenderly.(*ps : think it in a proper way. :D*)my white new baby. :) and guess what, i bought a mate for it too.it's a fisheye

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-85567856181471215302008-02-17T00:22:00.002+08:002008-02-17T00:24:56.325+08:00

alright, maybe, i've found my new love.that is studying.valentine was spent with it.nights were spent with it around.slept with it.the time spent with it, is simply lots.okay, so i shall pronounce, study may be my new love.:D

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-64154524653737332232008-02-14T01:56:00.002+08:002008-02-14T02:07:57.984+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE TO ALL!whether you are single or attached, valentine is a day of love.show everybody that you love them.yup, i love almost everybody.well, i won't be able to enjoy this day.mugging is seriously needed for my upcoming exam on friday and saturday.i don't wanna flunk it or get a crappy grade.:(I'm so sorry.i went through the memories that we used to share.yup just you, i don't know

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-10524813950640773722008-02-10T23:33:00.000+08:002008-02-11T00:00:06.376+08:00

chinese new year was pretty great but exceptionally BORING.well, but gambling and drinks got me high.okay, i didn't drink all the 3 days but just one night.not alot but 2 cocktails(yea baby, that's my favourite kind of drink) and just one shooter.smoke a couple of sticks(i'm a bad girl to be. :( ).as for gambing, may i say that my luck was a little lucky.won a couple of bucks.of course, i almost

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-47156531994595755962008-02-06T20:04:00.000+08:002008-12-10T22:02:09.549+08:00

spent 1hour plus to go school today.i was late for half an hour.40 mins later, it ended.shouldn't have gone school.and i can sleep i little more before meeting Gracie.yup! went suntan today.in the morning, the sun wasn't great at all.and we thought we couldn't tann.but lucky we went harbourfront and realise the big sun have woke up just for us!:Dthe starting! i looked seriously fair. argh!the sun

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-44484652649981811362008-02-06T02:27:00.000+08:002008-02-06T02:51:37.384+08:00

dalright, wasn't suppose to really shop today due to the overspending on clothes and stuff.but, i went to shop with my sister at bugis.and yes, money was being spent again.just wanted to get my skinny, BUT, ended up more.shopped for like 5 hours.tiring, feeling sore at the legs, heavy due to the buys and my heavy bag.but overall, i love it.REASON : cause i'm shopping with my sister.hey, i do miss

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-52444147203590918672008-02-05T00:22:00.000+08:002008-12-10T22:02:09.708+08:00

say goodbye to those memories.kiss those lies that were given.today i suddenly thought about him.yup, that him(wei de).i seriously do miss our relationship in the past.but now it's all over.perhaps, everything is meant to be.went shopping yesterday and today.spent over a hundred plus in total.total of 200 bucks for this Chinese New Year.it's more than what i going to get from all the angbaos.it's

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-64099061441450551832008-02-02T00:20:00.000+08:002008-02-02T00:32:47.823+08:00

pretty unlucky today.maybe it just wasn't that good.unable to donate blood once again.the stupid inspector said that as long as my parent is still around,i can't use my sister's consent.but oh please, she's my guardian.went shopping today.but before that, had our lunch plus dinner.it wasn't tasty.wanted to eat la mian from crystal jade.but oh well, never mind.during shopping trip at bugis,

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-65027770232934751422008-01-31T23:26:00.000+08:002008-01-31T23:49:22.347+08:00

finally loaded my second roll of flim into my camera.took couple of shots with it but i wonder how it turn out to be.packed in the bus like a can of sardine.push, bump and squeeze.how ugly and unglam.why do people just want to do that?if i wasn't so worn off, i would have took the bus opposite and go one round.i must be unlucky.headache spell followed me whole day.and yes, i injured my ankle once

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-26145585259190530882008-01-31T10:45:00.000+08:002008-12-10T22:02:10.909+08:00

did i ever said that i took photos with my Vivitar UWS using my 1st roll of flims?i must say that there's lots of room for improvement.i'll post some of the better shots over here.gonna get more films today to take more shots.:DVintage Toiletthe place for the busy peoplethe quiet roadthe self-shot of 3 girlsthe peaceful place the neighbourhood

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-26642453840912173972008-01-29T23:24:00.000+08:002008-01-29T23:36:16.626+08:00

don't question me, i just hate myself.don't ask me, it will provoke my emotions.don't doubt me, cause everything will become worst.don't give those "don't", cause i'm afraid i won't be able to take it. i hate it, i simply do.nobody bother, nobody care.pointless living, mindless thinking.what's the purpose of all these living?everybody just think for themselve.so do him, so do her, and so do you.i

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-1597549191047920692008-01-28T21:57:00.000+08:002008-01-28T22:03:10.036+08:00

i will NEVER go back to bishan the FUJIFLIM to get my photos printed anymore.act smart people and self-assumption moron.lousy attitude and poor service.i seriously advice you all don't go there.they will just insult you when they don't know anything.dumb people.anyway, i love my GIRLFRIEND.she must have a shocked with that happening.but she's great that she understand me.she know my attitude and

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-54308784152421792042008-01-27T17:39:00.000+08:002008-01-27T18:08:03.944+08:00

haven't been having great rest for the past week. had 12 hours of sleep but it doesn't seem to be really enough for me. i'm just feeling so tired. be it emotionally or physically. i just don't feel energetic or great. i hate the life i'm leading now. it seem to be pack and it wasn't great at all. i can't think neither can i control my thinking.everything seem to be a disturbance to me now. making

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-80061085690631367272008-01-26T23:19:00.000+08:002008-01-26T23:36:10.688+08:00

i fucking hate the happenings.what you only care is those people who have different gender as you.don't bother about the same gender who is doing the talking.what fuck!moreover, closeness doesn't seem to really matter.fuck off man.it's pain when someone hurt himself/herself.don't fucking laugh and treat it a joke.you don't fucking know the damn pain.don't treat me as fucking invisible.cause i'm

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-69392085929602063502008-01-25T00:12:00.000+08:002008-01-25T00:48:38.378+08:00

have been quite busy recently.and obviously tired.i just can't wait to take a good deep break.break free from all the stuff, noises, studies and simply everything.i'm an empty tank now and yet, still need to speed a mile.things isn't going very well.have been quarrelling with him recently.for some stupid reason.perhaps, it's just me being over demanding.i know i shouldn't, but i just can't

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-42663731841131663142008-01-20T21:56:00.000+08:002008-12-10T22:02:11.197+08:00

without knowing, this is my 200th post.went out with Lun today.he let me realised one thing today.that is divorcement.it seem to be getting really common nowadays.they misused marriage and played it as a game.what happened to the other half who is really in love?they never think about who they are hurting.neither do they bother how another party felt.divorce is a selfish act.i believed everything

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-87712294438023430282008-01-19T23:00:00.000+08:002008-12-10T22:02:14.003+08:00

these photos are super long ago.taken by the machine before concert.:)last wednesday is my Second Sister, Evelyn's wedding.everything did went well.she was certainly beautiful of course.her wedding make me pondered whether will i too be so beautiful.but i quite doubt i will.my beautiful sister. :) of course, the groom and the brothers have to do some forfeits at the beginning.it was rather fun to

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-47604034621949441682008-01-18T21:15:00.000+08:002008-01-18T21:16:53.783+08:00

shall blog tomorrow. :)

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-8893021130655858582008-01-16T00:09:00.000+08:002008-12-10T22:02:14.338+08:00

15o1o8 at the stroke of 12. the start of us began.we don't know what would happen.but i pray that everthing will be fine.break off the curse of mine.happiness awaits. spent really lots of money these 2 days.300-400 in just 2 days.simply madness.NYDC's mushroom madness is simply delicious.today isn't a very good day.didn't get the shoe i wanted to match with the dress.rained heavily.got shocked

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-25224126222317660332008-01-11T22:39:00.000+08:002008-01-11T23:10:12.685+08:00

it's simply another terrible day.i seriously don't know what i live for.neither the reason i'm here.everything seem to go the wrong and whiny direction.yes, maybe you might say i chose this way.but what are the reason?nobody really bothers.broke down today.the conversation with Gracie, made me think through everything.tear unintentionally roll down the cheek of mine.i held back and remained

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-81454310309646189482008-01-09T22:14:00.000+08:002008-01-09T22:29:41.414+08:00

haven't been feeling very good these days.feeling kind of sick and stuff.empty minded drifting to wonders.there seem to be a load in me that i can never throw it off.sometimes i really ponder about all the doubts i have in me.there's isn't anyone i can really talk to now.yes, not a single soul.nobody seem to really bother or should i say a word, selfish.maybe some of you may not agree and said

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-55216951067027537572008-01-08T23:47:00.000+08:002008-01-09T00:04:40.074+08:00

today was a not very good day once again.why can't everything be great?i keep having gastric and was feeling so tired.was kinda lost when i finding the office.got through the job interview.interviewer offer to pay me 8 per hour.don't know whether is it high or low.only gotta work about 8 hours per week.as my schedule is tight.he's a understanding dude.NAFA first lesson was pretty boring.as they

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-85892916943515461032008-01-07T23:06:00.000+08:002008-01-08T00:32:50.550+08:00

bad day today.or is it always this bad since 2008 started?i can't even measure the depth of happenings that broke and almost tear me into pieces.couldn't even explain to all the happenings that led me to frustration.how sick was it to be involve with all these irritants.i'm not feeling happy at all.i thought this year would be great.but i was just so wrong with all these unpredictable

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-66683693991018747672008-01-07T00:57:00.000+08:002008-12-10T22:02:14.879+08:00

Pinkish. that's the colour it suppose to be. didn't manage to paint my room again.my sister said i'll only get to paint my room after her wedding.oh well, it shall be it then.but went shopping instead today.so it help to perk me up a little.shopping wasn't exactly great today.but about 200+ was spent.at the start of the trip,went to the bridal shop to have a try on for my sister.then went to Toa

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-60510426506816900112008-01-04T20:25:00.000+08:002008-12-10T22:02:15.229+08:00

today isn't a great day once again.was real late for school due to the previous post.woke up at 9.30 when i having lesson at 9.went for botak jones for lunch.everybody's mood don't seem right.it wasn't up to any of my expectation.dirtied my dress while trying to get the chilli sauce.cajun chicken.thought of an idea so that that stain won't be obvious.guess i'm quite smart, ain't i?who will ever

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-74126992276218807162008-01-04T11:14:00.000+08:002008-01-04T11:22:42.522+08:00

i must be seriously mad.9 am lesson just now.and i only slept at 6.msn call with Gerald till 5.45.he damn fucking freak me out with the "RING RING"i jump up and bloody pull the earpiece off my ears.oh btw, andy rocks my socks. Hes like the coolest classmate i have now.i miss him so much even though hes infront of me.he is handsomer than my boyfriend.i hope next sem i'll be in the same class as

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-38591641246372099222008-01-04T00:21:00.000+08:002008-01-04T01:09:18.660+08:00

the first few days of my 2008 seriously wasn't great.being feeling so sad and unhappy since it started.it gonna be a bad year.was seriously emotion unstable yesterday.went to drink at night @ Clark Quay with Eric of couse.my drinking pal.he was really nice i must say.a great guy.he understand me.he questioned me on the sudden drinking date.suspecting i wasn't feeling exactly right.but i lied to

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-36889672104120756632008-01-02T20:56:00.000+08:002008-01-02T20:59:48.225+08:00

so i was just a fool all along.thanks for the games you play using me as a tool.thanks for using this way to start my year 2008.i'm seriously speechless with the lies you made!you're driving me crazy!DON'T MAKE ME FUCKING HATE YOU!DON'T MAKE ME CRY, WILL YOU!?

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-80887427708929749542008-01-02T19:37:00.000+08:002008-01-02T19:42:40.692+08:00

was it misunderstand or am i just thinking too much?i really wish to know the answers.but everything seem to be so unreal.throw away all the confusions.i'll trust him.i choose to trust him.this is what i choose.maybe i'll make the wrong choice.but i'll to be blame.it gonna be alright.tell me this."Jacq, you'll be alright."

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-83713248262332097042008-01-02T16:12:00.000+08:002008-01-02T16:17:58.934+08:00

you were a mysterious lier that i'll never get to understand.ya words seem to be real yet it was simply just a dream.you gave me sweetness and promises.then you give me the unknown and misses.now you gave me the confusion and heart shattering feeling.what will you be giving me as time goes by long?you hurt me inside out without even considering how i felt.you don't understand me.maybe i'm just a

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-22348955620131484832008-01-01T23:32:00.000+08:002008-12-10T22:02:18.733+08:00

realised that i've never really post any much pic of myself.hence, i'm gonna post some today!a brand new year, 2008! JOYFUL NEW YEAR!*i think this picture i look best!*met up with Shu Xian and Gracie sometime this week. went to walk around and lots of laughters were created.went to Pizza Hut for our dinner.we were seriously famished.ordered : Lover's Hut Special, Beef Lasagne, Orleans Delight

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-9604827116541349622007-12-31T00:58:00.000+08:002007-12-31T01:08:31.656+08:00

fucker chee bye!think you smart?!ask me tomorrow, which is new year eve, got school anot?replied to you then scolded me bitch.what fuck man.please la!lecturers also mentioned that Jan then school reopen right?why are you so brainless?no wonder retake module so many times and so many modules.and now spread that i'm a whore who go around asking people to fuck me.fucker.you dickless dude!i'm sure

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-64156517588884054322007-12-30T22:48:00.000+08:002008-12-10T22:02:20.050+08:00

HA! saw the long piece of sari? inconsiderate indian( second floor thought : woot! i got new curtain eh! ) yesterday there's a party held at my sister's house.party reason : to gather all the jie mei and xiong di for 2nd sister's wedding.before that went over to Lot One's FairPrice for some grocery shopping.bought over 300 worth of stuff.alot hur?but that's not all.pizza hut, sakae, and bangawan

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-4213869098384084122007-12-27T19:13:00.000+08:002007-12-27T20:53:00.171+08:00

when things started to get out of hand,everything just simply fall apart without knowing.tears of one just roll down the cheeks of the broken heart.shattering pieces ; painful memories.are something that can never be fixed or replace.promises and lies that have been made,haunt one that live with it.when one is gone,trying all means to find.great disappointment followed.pains are brought.regrets

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-67743606764740004082007-12-26T23:22:00.000+08:002008-12-10T22:02:21.225+08:00

was Christmas yesterday.it wasn't bad afterall.woke up around 3 almost 4.made the present to be given to friends.helped my sister to wrap her presents to be given as well.got prepared to go out.Dressing code : smartdidn't go to any high class restaurant or what.just went for marina steamboat.HA! so the dressing code was abit funny.this was one of my workpiece with the food.yan ling and dionne

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-76818930357600602922007-12-25T01:54:00.000+08:002008-12-10T22:02:22.335+08:00

woke up with super swollen eyes today.and nose is just so god damn block.don't know what's happening.BUT!all these won't stop me from my mini shopping trip with my sister,and of course!going out with darling!was at town the whole day.bought a dress at far east.met up with darling.walk around wistma.being squeezed in the crowds.split off with my sister.split off with cher.walk abit more.watch

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-30075007431659657422007-12-24T01:59:00.000+08:002007-12-24T02:34:19.776+08:00

being really quite pack these 2 days.totally exhausted for real.yesterdaywent out with my family to town for food testing.and shop around.didn't have any mood as crowds are all around.dammit. i just hate crowds!met up with Eric.tried abit of my luck to shop for present.but failed.met up with Darling and Jas.cabbed down to pasir ris park for class bbq.but it's raining.and i saved the bbq by

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-4473779013516263762007-12-22T00:49:00.000+08:002008-12-10T22:02:24.577+08:00

well, a week of my holiday is getting over.i've not enjoyed much due to the insufficient funds i have left.money seem to be so limited now.yet, Christmas is just round the corner.haven't buy any gifts for anyone yet.the sun was really nice today.went tanning with my girlfriend.although beginning of the day is really ruin by her.but with the slow beginning, everything is much better.sorry

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-58618736546498945262007-12-19T13:50:00.000+08:002007-12-19T18:58:24.428+08:00

great sun today.should have great tanning.gracie was out.went to the pool side to suntan alone.great tanning i guess.but didn't tann for long.wasn't in much of the mood.didn't want to think of stupid stuff.went to swim 8 laps of the pool, which is about 4 normal laps.wish that i would just swim the thoughts away.but everything was dumb.don't ask me how am i?cause i'll only reply that i'm

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-82067917809605370912007-12-18T23:29:00.000+08:002008-12-10T22:02:26.686+08:00

life for the past few days is really saddening and messy.i feel so speechless about it.all these cause me too be over-moodless.hence didn't blog for days.my second sister's is getting married in January.Christmas is coming yet i don't have much of a cent.lousy result in test, feeling so dumb.the guy i need won't be here for me anymore.friends broke up in relationship.problems seem to be all

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-91378641069183967862007-12-11T22:45:00.000+08:002007-12-11T23:15:26.991+08:00

it's really saddening after the papers.OOP was really a dead shit.guess i'll just flunk that paper.EG today was really dumb.i made a ultra silly mistake at the very first question.dumb me.i feel really sad after i realised my that dumb mistake.but nobody really seem to bother or know.so whatever alright?!took 74 instead of my usual route.vincent randomly ask whether we wanna go for a movie.so we

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-32513964344427265082007-12-10T13:11:00.000+08:002007-12-10T13:25:48.346+08:00

engineering machanics paper just over.feel so lousy after the paper.lost about more than a quarter of the marks.dammit.OOP is next.i'm sure it will be a dead paper as well.i don't understand anything much.i feel so hopeless and dumb.when you're old, please act like a mature.don't be some idiots that think they are still as young.please grow up and don't try to be the center of attraction.and

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-27699133187445975632007-12-10T02:30:00.000+08:002007-12-10T02:52:15.252+08:00

these few days are really retard.i've wasted all my revision time on stupid stuff.facebook, msn, television, slack, daydreaming.i know i shouldn't have but i can't help it.i only go through like a quarter on what will be needed for tomorrow papers.when i've the mood to study, it's like time to sleep.like now, it's already 2.34am.i'm suppose to meet karen, honey, tomorrow at 6.40 am.which mean i

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-31131815298181252442007-12-09T03:19:00.000+08:002007-12-09T04:14:41.764+08:00

it's 3.20 now.having some thoughts running through my mind.why am i blogging when not much people are reading or tagging?okay maybe just those common few.but this is like so..PATHETIC.maybe i should stop blogging?but i seem to be so interested in blogging nowadays.feel kind of dumb.people like xiaxue, seem to blog and earn at the same time.it's like her source of income.and i really wonder how

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-90329100406154563302007-12-07T00:00:00.000+08:002008-12-10T22:02:27.044+08:00

another rainy day. it's making me feel oh O-so-tired.today wasn't bad.pity the 1st box of mua chee which slide and drop onto the floor.got another box though.the auntie is REALLY NICE!she only collected 80cents from me for the dropped box and the new box.and it's really Not her fault alright.i'm so in love with her mua chee. it's really tasty.soft and melt in the mouth of mine.i'm craving for it

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-50070696578541344172007-12-06T01:35:00.000+08:002008-12-10T22:02:27.225+08:00

today was a awfully tired day.serious.went to school about an hour earlier than needed.just wanted to OOP.but end up didn't do much.instead, helped jasmine to do her MOL.facebook is really quite driving me crazy with the numbers of requests from friend to do thisand that.spent about 2 hours for it, yet many is still undone.practical for MTM today really can kill.the teacher is really so

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-73635112989403342762007-12-05T00:54:00.000+08:002007-12-05T01:00:38.029+08:00

okay. i bathed and my hair is dried.time to sleep.but let me post a short post before i roll into my cozy bed.i'm kinda missing my girlfriend.that bitch!it's been quite awhile since we met?yea that's right.was it the superdog the last time?ha!the cute, funny, ridiculous and whatever day with the coupons!or was it the deepavali day?okay whatever yea?i just miss her.a small chat with her was kind

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-39577589386136954922007-12-04T23:15:00.000+08:002008-12-10T22:02:28.021+08:00

today wasn't really that great.lots of time was really wasted.practically, the whole day.waiting waiting waiting!first, waited to get to school.second, waited for school to end.third, waited for 2 groupmates to come yet they didn't turn up.forth, waited for bus and get home.fifth, waiting to be tired and get some sleep.anyway, i wanna share my favourite childhood food.it's actually a very simple

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-41615226510851347472007-12-03T15:24:00.000+08:002007-12-03T15:44:13.860+08:00

today is a stomach-growling-ass-farting day.didn't sleep for the whole of yesterday night.as i wanted to wait for my pratas to digest.hence, have been feeling this way the whole morning.:Doh btw, I love ANDY, he's so handsome!!! (written by ANDY HENG that dumb ass!)the feeling is sooooooooo weird yet funny.maybe some of you have this kind of feeling before and really dislike it.but i love

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-40436887444255395382007-12-03T01:14:00.000+08:002007-12-03T01:41:49.119+08:00

today the was the most slacking and moodless day.spent the whole dumb afternoon making a new blog skin.i'm SUPPOSE to study and do all my maths though.guess i'll just chiong everything tomorrow.:Dprata just now.feeling so sinful.JACQUALINE LAI SHUMIN!YOU MUST CONTROL!IF NOT YOU WILL NEVER SLIM DOWN AND HAVE CONFIDENCE!DUMB ASS!don't you wanna let him see the best of you at the very 1st time?!

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-86619945733120896742007-12-02T14:27:00.000+08:002007-12-02T14:32:59.334+08:00

i simply can't wait for Christmas.though i know it will just be another boring day with no dates.well, but i still can't wait for Christmas!maybe i'll take a stroll on the street aimlessly to enjoy the atmostsphere.who knows?:)will you even be here to spend this christmas with me?i doubt so.

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-53983055239521377052007-12-01T01:19:00.000+08:002007-12-01T01:59:38.537+08:00

i seriously swear that today is a damn unlucky day for me!okay, firstly let me talk about something good.ulu pandan incinerator plant was not bad.2nd time there.helped ERS (or maybe is it for the COL?) to move books.thousands and thousands of books.perspired like tap water?but the feeling was really great.OKAY! NOW THE BAD STUFF!today after dinner with honey, while walking, around the prata shop,

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-39376670339979486952007-11-30T09:41:00.000+08:002007-11-30T09:59:29.130+08:00

i'm damn pissed today.a dumb-act-cool-NUM-idiot guy block my entry to the train.lucky got one kind lady pull and help me into the train.and that asshole took up one extra space for his big and bulky adidas leather bag!@#$%^&*(later part,2 bloody indians dude come and SQUEEZE into the already-packed train.come'on!use ya dumb and black brain!@#$%^&*(!!!when change to green line train,a

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-81111332936230839152007-11-28T11:52:00.000+08:002007-11-28T11:58:23.793+08:00

everything didn't go right at first.feelings and emotion weren't good.i don't feel happy or anything.perhaps just emptiness.i feel that i'm drifting from everyone.simply hating my this self now.i intend to hid my feelings and just shut up.so what if i show the feelings,i think nothing gonna change.thanks for the good memories and the lies.everything wasn't true.You'd lied to me.i don't know why

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-77296279588565626232007-11-25T19:16:00.000+08:002008-12-10T22:02:29.388+08:00

friday night was suppose to be a sleeping night.but yet i accidentally ask eric out.actually was just to test him as he said he was sick.pool and playing with his holga cam. see the 1st pic of eric.he's a hungry man!went to The Cathy area, there's a church not far.wanted to take some pictures with the holga cam.but we run out of flims.so handphone cam will be another alternative.but my phone went

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-4277395072327433572007-11-23T21:46:00.000+08:002008-12-10T22:02:29.632+08:00

am i acting in my life while wasting the premium?everything seem to be so routine.i'm confused and don't-know-where-to-begin.think i'll just forget it! During Red Camp day 1 & 2 maybe you wouldn't know why am i so worried.there's accident happened recently.and a biker is involved.he's dead on the spot.i'm really scare and afraid that this might happen to you.but i believe you won't.but you will

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-23969764259203496812007-11-22T02:36:00.000+08:002007-11-22T02:54:51.581+08:00

quarrels quarrels just for a stupid matter.shouting, tears, hearts are shattered once again.outside, in my living room seem to be a place war.i'm awoken from my dreams by the loud noise.fear is overwhelm in me."suicide" was over here and there.i'm hiding in the room listening to the conversation outside.words bring me back to the past when i was just a little child.we wasn't that rich.but

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-89562309533409897952007-11-21T22:23:00.000+08:002007-11-21T22:39:42.561+08:00

i seriously hate this nose block.it's making me so uncomfortable and dead.i can really collapse any moment if you give me a great whack on my head.it's making me feeling all so weak.squash wasn't that good with this highly thinker dude.i hope his butt will be pain forever.anyway, i wonder why he get the butt pain.butt-fuck?ewww.how gross.i really don't understand why are my parents always arguing

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-49240364342191358142007-11-21T11:37:00.000+08:002007-11-21T12:03:17.235+08:00

woke up real early today for school.but i was still late.spend to much time lazying around at home.i starting to love to sit at my sofa and doing nothing much.maybe just stare at the dumb tv with no interesting programs.my troat is still not getting any better.the nose block is really getting serious till i can hardly breath when i wake up.cough came in now.so is the bloody dizziness.didn't go

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-72911297671804265872007-11-19T22:44:00.000+08:002007-11-19T22:58:43.162+08:00

today wasn't bad.it's quite good actaully.finally came.back to normal now.i must say, squash was great.honey and i had a great time over there.the sense of satisfaction,no words can seriously describe it.especially the sound produced when the ball hit the wall.aiai didn't join us.we seriously wish that she did.only came home at 10pm.muscle aching all over.it's just my left leg and right

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-68203617114123755232007-11-18T15:48:00.000+08:002008-12-10T22:02:29.978+08:00

this is the pictures we took on monday.most of them are actually weirdy pictures.anyway, love them.today is another yet boring day.nothing much for me to do.no dates or anything.i've finally completed my blogshop.i seriously love the layout.my another yet beautiful work piece.have been dreaming of weird dreams lately.the night before yesterday night was a spooky dream.yesterday's night dream was

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-60849756389474126122007-11-16T00:26:00.000+08:002007-11-16T02:16:12.351+08:00

yesterday was fun with 1F03 girls.went to kbox to celebrate my aiai's, Jasmine, birthday.it was great and nice.our class Singer will be JASMINE!funny singer will be KAREN and AUDREY!karen is awarded with another award called the " WITH THE MOST CRAZY ACTION" award!soft singer will be JESSICAL.and of course me!the DEEP singer!didn't take a photo with jessical.=xtoday is aiai actual birthday.honey,

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-48893596691420226822007-11-13T13:40:00.000+08:002007-11-13T15:36:25.287+08:00

i realised that i'm late almost every time.i'm late for class for 40 mins when it start at 12 instead of 9.gosh!i've no explanation for the lateness.perhaps,today the bus came abit too late.and i've miss the NEL train.anyway, i'm glad i know YOU alittle more.i seriously can't wait.you're a naughty boy to me.and i love the naughtiness.:)_____________________________________________________________

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yesterday couldn't get any sleep.only slept at 5.30 when i gotta wake up at 6.30.but i actually woke up at about 6.so only about half an hour of sleep.so tired.didn't manage to complete my registration for my course.i'm thinking twice on what to get.the diploma in NAFA is attractive.and i'm quite sure i'll pass my entrance exams.but it's impossible for me as it's a full time.unless i quit my

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-14888330862875429982007-11-11T23:52:00.000+08:002007-11-12T00:50:14.797+08:00

today suppose to a lazy sunday for me.the weather was great for sleeping and slacking.but went out with my sister and her boyfriend in a random manner.bought Sony 2GB M2 card for my phone.that was a finally.wanted to go bugis for shopping section.but need to reach Kushin-bo for dining at 6.30.hence, the shopping was cancelled! :(this are the food we ate.it was wonderful yet sinful!but oh well,

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-83160020492353461522007-11-11T02:57:00.000+08:002007-11-11T03:12:05.608+08:00

today was abit bored at first.didn't get to go suntanning.and gracie sort of "put plane" due to her laziness.kinda disappointed.i really miss the beach.ended up with nothing to do,i made this blogskin.do you all like it?i love the couple at the bottom-right hand corner.is a MMS sent to me by wei de when i was down back then.hehes!went to bugis to meet up with darling.and drop by to find aiai.saw

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-48072066987082013942007-11-10T00:16:00.000+08:002007-11-10T00:26:41.883+08:00

i'm so happy now.i finally got the reply i wanted from him.now he knows that i like him.and me too know that he likes me.but we both need times to know more.i'll wait.he gave me the promises to reply no matter how busy he will be.thanks boy for giving me the answer i'm looking for.much have happen, feelings changes.now i like you so do you.time is need for deeper understanding of each other.all

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-3177804033298102782007-11-09T22:24:00.000+08:002007-11-09T22:34:08.073+08:00

i'm very sick of my life.why do i always have to be the background of everybody?is there like any shadow that is always stuck with me?why i doesn't seem to get the spotlight?nobody really seem to care about me.or maybe the ending then someone seem to notice.i just wish to be like at the eye of someone.forget it.i'm just fat, ugly, disgusting, irritating and everything bad.forget it.background?so

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-67414482935571414902007-11-09T00:44:00.000+08:002007-11-09T00:57:16.951+08:00

feel like changing my blogskin.but nowadays i don't have much time.i don't even know why.i'm feeling so tired everyday.whether i just woke up or after a long day.i can't bring myself to go school or work.but i don't have a choice.i miss the past.if we were back to the past,will we make the choices we make today?if we were to go back to the past,will we be what we are today.if we knew what will be

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-65718690512541003482007-11-06T11:44:00.000+08:002007-11-06T11:50:35.271+08:00

yesterday was a random day.tiring as well.went to Jack's Place for lunch with 1F03,crapped all the time over there especially with honey."studying" at Dreams was quite bad.fall asleep halfway through.Removal of hair extension was painful.lots of REAL hair was lost.smelly toufu in Singapore was not that nice.it's nice smelly enough but the fried intestine is nice though.went to Novena the

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-44738715397701400712007-11-04T21:52:00.000+08:002007-11-04T22:06:03.622+08:00

failed to teach gracie cycling today.disappointed.maybe i don't teach well after all.nobody really seem to bother about how people fee nowadays.they happy and that's it.why don't people care a little bit on how others are feeling.don't they feel that they are too selfish?i hate it.so what if i'm lousy and stuff.i really tried my best already.what do you all want from me?i've being so tired ever

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-62984178314296442522007-11-04T13:28:00.000+08:002007-11-04T13:38:44.839+08:00

yesterday went prawning.only manage to fish a prawn.sad case.anyway, karen is a good para para dancer!A,B,C,B,C that's her score for 5 rounds!if i were to dance think i'll get D or E or even after 1st round and being kick out already!vincent and i manage to break 2 300 odd scores for the basketball game.shall target higher next time!i believe we can do it!yesterday made my confession.nobody know

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-51848546413924441302007-11-02T14:18:00.000+08:002008-12-10T22:02:30.774+08:00

yesterday is darling birthday.went to celebrate with her lots of fun!once again,happy birthday darling!

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-70529211310464929032007-11-02T10:39:00.000+08:002007-11-02T10:43:12.125+08:00

haven't had time to blog for quite sometimes.being really busy and tied down with stuff.it's really tiring me out.it still haven't come.i'm really worry.it's tested but still.i'm so tired..

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-30294728473154788502007-09-27T21:59:00.000+08:002007-09-27T22:04:39.589+08:00

i seriously don't know who am i to any of you?i don't want and i don't like this life.fuck it.i don't want all the tears to keep flowing.i don't want the smile to disappear from the face of mine.i don't want this empty-feeling.fuck it.i rather die then being in this state.i fucking want to be dead now.i don't want to live here.i want to forget all this shit.nobody seem to bother at all.fuck it.

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is this a downfall in my life?the BOYFRIENDwhy can't you seem to get anything i mean?why ain't you serious when it's needed?what's more important?who do you treat me as?i seriously don't know anything now.i don't need a guy to hug or kiss.i just need a guy who really understand me insted.do you really get what i mean?the FAMILYwhat fuck are you all up to?one who just got a boyfriend who she don't

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-47071129344347977162007-09-24T01:17:00.000+08:002007-09-24T01:21:41.924+08:00

maybe it's time for me to change my blogskin.=/

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-33773589389183594792007-09-21T22:55:00.000+08:002007-09-21T22:59:22.073+08:00

KL adventure camp 2007 was great with my group around.i've got a cute and chubby GL, pei xin.cute and funny babes and dudes, sharmine,weenee,simon,weihong,vincent and etc.the 4WD was simply amazing with all the moaning.nights were fun with all the crappy stuff.days were wonderful with all their lame and dirty jokes.it's a pity that anyone who miss the camp.i miss my groupmates lots!

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-25283502301387549692007-09-16T17:35:00.001+08:002007-09-16T17:37:28.745+08:00

leaving here tomorrow!woot!can't wait. will everything be great?i hope so.:)

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-17680476004812174242007-09-13T00:18:00.000+08:002007-09-13T00:35:18.712+08:00

today i got a confusion.i miss someone.i really do.but does that person know?*sigh*for that someone:if you ever came across to this post,i'm telling you this.i miss you.you might hate me.and i'm really sorry. you don't have to forgive me.take care.

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-57116608564904005442007-09-11T00:04:00.000+08:002007-09-11T00:08:19.028+08:00

today finally stay at home the whole day.i hate lizards!last saturday went out with him the whole day to celebrate our 1st month.nothing much.went sentosa but no sun.went to town and ate fish and co.catch a movie.it seem like a normal date.=/hope next month will be better.misses.

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-35908522694195093162007-09-05T23:41:00.000+08:002007-09-05T23:44:50.484+08:00

today was a bad day.i broke down.cried like i never cried for years.feel much better now.but still abit vexed though.hais.

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-37963934563574539172007-09-03T23:42:00.000+08:002007-09-03T23:50:08.873+08:00

i really don't know what is all this suppose mean.he can don't contact me the whole day.what does all this suppose to mean?is all this gonna end so soon?i don't want yet maybe i can't help it.can he just tell me everything?i don't want to be a fool again.if he have a change of heart, just bloodily tell me.

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-5693255604780076942007-09-02T12:49:00.000+08:002007-09-02T13:01:26.328+08:00

yesterday went out with him.we had lots of fun.went to eat at bugis one of the prata shop.i must say it's delicious.i'm gonna go back for its mutabark!he can carry me.gosh.isn't that amazing?anyway i can carry him too!he kept tickling me on the bus.and people look at us like as if we are some idiots.anyway, i brought him to the places that i wanted to bring my boyfriend to.and we always did not

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-59040290346293734912007-08-27T01:09:00.000+08:002007-08-27T01:16:23.339+08:00

went on date with dear today.it was great.saw lots of him friends including his pubbing dudes.was suppose to watch rush hour 3 today.but end up didn't.dear was naughty to buy the tickets for the movie that i wanna watch.ratatouille.thanks dear.this movie gave me a great laugh.went to walk around after movie.walk all the way to esplanade.took some pictures.i love the times that were spent with him

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-81701725475284382112007-08-24T00:22:00.000+08:002007-08-24T01:05:42.270+08:00

i've make the choice.i want the one i love. maybe one day he will leave me.but i don't care. cause i love him.and i don't wanna lose him once again.naszreen, i love you dear.promise me not to leave me.and keep the promises you made to me.

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-1470017554832874492007-08-22T01:42:00.000+08:002007-08-22T01:48:05.017+08:00

i'm so lost and confused baby.tell me what am i suppose to do now.what's right and wrong?i didn't meant to make this silly mistake.oh please~tell me the way to this sinful mess.clean and clear it out for me.i don't want to hurt the innocent one.i just want to have one and it's enough.why do both have to treat me this lovable way?one is the one i love yet used to hurt me most.one is making me love

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-85921801555238671812007-08-18T00:01:00.000+08:002007-08-18T00:09:34.916+08:00

today was a moodless day.why is this so?unlucky day i suppose.a disgusting way to start up my day.yucks that drink!didn't have much mood to study for my maths.hence losing 14 marks!idiot!was dead moodless during work time.and know what?i miss food!gotta bear with this diet for another month or so.GOSH!FOOOD~the acupuncture was awful today!pain!tomorrow will be another awful one.GOSH!the misses~

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-7324064402306640832007-08-16T19:10:00.000+08:002007-08-16T19:13:57.671+08:00

having being blogging much.busy times~my acupuncture have started.today went for the 1st section.it's kinda ouch.moreover i'm afraid of needles.i think maybe i should end it.

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-79590050116454000702007-08-07T12:04:00.000+08:002007-08-07T12:09:06.549+08:00

i really don't understand my sistersi just want to look good and feel good.they don't know how lowly i felt for myself.they don't know how i felt!i'm paying it myself.not as if they are paying it!

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-13709912670294368792007-08-03T00:28:00.001+08:002007-08-03T00:30:00.658+08:00

iHATEmyself.loving you back maybe just the biggest mistake i've done

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-14525960311149054372007-08-02T11:55:00.000+08:002007-08-02T12:02:21.599+08:00

i gave a deadline for everything.2nd September will reveal everything.took 157 yesterday,and memories came rushing to me.making me feel so lost and miserable.i miss him.yes i do.but i don't want the past to repeat itself.i'm really scare and afraid.may it be timid or whatever shit.i'm just scare.is he gonna 2-time me again?did he change abit?am i being paranoid?HOW AM I REALLY FEELING NOW?

bloodylife.JACQUALINEnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38719400.post-76104743727154629502007-08-01T15:14:00.000+08:002008-12-10T22:02:31.921+08:00

jay waved at me and jas when he's in the van.cool hur?finally he's not imaginary.i'm gonna ban that asshole in my life!wahahahah!i had enough of the shyt.he this bloody fool who will only play around with people's feelings.i'm not a fool for him to play.and i won't allow him to play with my life.DECIDEDjasmine is fascinated!:)

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